Keep Searching

Sitting there with your heart-broken after thinking you had it all

Being sure about him bieng the one, telling your heart this time you wont fall

But it’s the same story all over again, still standing lonely like how you began

And after so many so-called mistakes you start losing your faith

whether there’s a forever and always, or maybe they’re just all myths

But keep searching, keep on searching

for that fairytale cause it’s still somewhere

Keep believing and you’ll get there

‘Cause theres still someone special waiting to be found

Cause there’s till someone waiting to turn your life around

And those places you look back to with a special memory

And wonder why it wasnt meant to be

But you have to make a wrong turn to realize what you want and what you need

Cause the sun only shines down after it rains

You can only be thankful for the joy after feeling the pain

So keep searching, keep on searching

for that fairytale cause it’s still somewhere

Keep believing and you’ll get there

‘Cause theres still someone special waiting to be found

Cause there’s till someone waiting to turn your life around

They say when you search true love from the bottom of your heart

Even the universe tries to bring you together, plays it part

No matter what happens tomorrow or today, just know that love will always find away

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Who You Are…(All To Fast)

All the nights in my bed I lay awake

thinking back to just that one yesterday

flashing back to when I first saw you there

wondering why all I could do was stand and stare…

It was just a glance, wasn’t anything special But then why’d I feel something magical….?

Don’t really know what happened I’m still tryin’ to figure it out

Felt my heart beat fasten whenever you came around

I started losing my words, I’m afraid I might lose my mind

Kept on searching for the twinkles in your eyes

Tell me, are you a magician in disguise?

Cause I’m pretty sure you’ve got me hypnotized…

And every morning you’re right in my head

Doesn’t matter if you’re not here I still turn red

After those few hours it now hurts to be apart

Is it maybe, you might be living in my heart?

It all happened so fast I guess love knocked me over

suddenly I didn’t care about anything I just wanted you closer

forgot this might be the first and last time I see you

And now I wanna do something but what can I do…:(

If anything, I hope god does make our paths cross

Even if I didn’t have you it’d be a too precious loss

forever I’ll remember that sweet innocent face

And hope I’ll get to see you another special day…:)

Stay here right beside me…

Don’t make me face the world by myself

Don’t make me walk the road all alone

Don’t let go of your hand from mine

Not after all our memories, all this time

Stay here right beside me

Don’t take your shoulder away

With those eight years of growing up with it

It hold more tears and smiles that I can say

You’ve become so much, a precious part of me

So let me just say

That in my heart is where you’ll always be

It’s killing me inside for we’re being teared from each other

Without you all I can feel is incomplete, like you there’s not another

And I can think back to every single moment with you

All our good times and bad, our insanity’s nothing new

Grown up playing childish games and calling each other silly names

Laughing back at embarrassing moments thinking how were we lame

And till now still making mistakes and standing up again

Telling each other it’s all cool, we still got the zen

From the first C’s on our math tests

To seeing who the class’s best

From getting in fights with awesome friends

Then saying that just can’t be the end

From falling in love for the first time

To mending hearts, the long climb

We’ve done it all, and all together

The worst, the best and the better

And I want everything to stay the same

Not me, not you should ever change

And what’s happened I guess had to be for the better

And I’m pretty sure we’ll once again unite together

And even if we don’t ever meet again

This friendship will not ever end

It’s just too special to just fade away

It’ll stay for every tomorrow and every today

To My Angel…

I’m just sitting here waiting for you
Hoping you’ll come by pay me some attention too
Why do you tell me that you love me
Then the next minute look at me like you don’t know me
You say hi all bright and I always reply
Then I try talking to you, I’m feeling you tell lies
do you even want me cause I know I’m not needed
If I walk away will you even be affected
You’re all sweet at times making me love you more
But then hurt me like I haven’t been hurt before
You never come by but I’m always there
Tell me why something’s missing, you aren’t here
How come in public we’re never seen together
Are you scared or just think that’s just better
Why am I so fearless, listening to my heart
I think you know I’m stupid, ain’t that smart
But I love you, do you love me
just answer yourself for once honestly
I’m just messed up, It’s doing no good
hey if you want to leave you could
Cause I don’t wanna be the one to hurt you
I don’t ever wanna do that to you
ANd I know I need you but I’m not selfish
I’ll take the scars but tell me your wishes
I hope you still remember my words even though
When I said I just wanted to let you know
I love you more than anything
To be with you I’d give away everything
To me, you’re really something
And believe me these words wont change
My feelings for you will remain the same
No matter what, where, when or why
You’ll still be my angel until the end of time…
<3<3<3

Deep, Down, Somewhere!!!

You walk down the hall with your girlfriend, smiling, walking slow, hand in hand

I walk by you pretend to not notice, but I’m hoping that you please know this

That deep down somewhere you still wonder ‘bout me

And deep down somewhere, wonder why it wasn’t meant to be

Cause deep down somewhere, I love you and you can see!!!

Deep, down somewhere in that heart, you remember seeing your name in all my art

Deep, down somewhere, you know, the meaning of all those corrupted little love notes

Deep, down somewhere I know you see my face lighting up when you walk by me

Deep, down somewhere, in your knees, there’s love for me baby, just maybe

Cause deep down somewhere, I love you and you can see!!!

You say I’m the past, but the past is memories

You can’t tear those even if they came free

I don’t know what she has that I lack for you

Or how she’s better than me, tell me, please do

But deep down somewhere you know I’m the right one

Cause deep down somewhere you know my love for you isn’t done!!!

Deep, down somewhere in that heart, you remember seeing your name in all my art

Deep, down somewhere, you know, the meaning of all those corrupted little love notes

Deep, down somewhere I know you see my face lighting up when you walk by me

Deep, down somewhere, in your knees, there’s love for me baby, just maybe

Cause deep down somewhere, I love you and you can see!!!

Just baby, deep down somewhere in that heart!

It may be deep, it may be down

But I know it’s there, just somewhere in your heart!!!

Your Mistake…

One day when you’re standing on a lonely road

When the one you thought loved you, let you go

You’ll recognize…in those beautiful dark brown eyes

The mistake you made, you’ll be asking yourself why

Why you let go of my true love, knowing it wasn’t fake

And you’ll know then, letting me go was your big mistake

You’ll know that, breaking my heart, tearing me all apart

Leaving me in the cold, leaving me thinking’ I should’ve known

Throwing my love away, window tossed

It wasn’t mine but more your sad loss

And you’ll remember that day as a haze

And you’ll know letting me go was your big mistake

You won’t know if I’ll still be waiting by your door

Or if life will give me better or take away my soul

Or if someone will love you that much ever again

Wonder if you’ll get a second chance, there and then

Knowing there’s only me but her you’d find ten fakes

And you’ll know then, letting me go was your big mistake

You’ll know that, breaking my heart, tearing me all apart

Leaving me in the cold, leaving me thinking’ I should’ve known

Throwing my love away, window tossed

It wasn’t mine but more your sad loss

And you’ll remember that day as a haze

And you’ll know letting me go was your big mistake

Baby, letting me go was just your big mistake

‘Cause you won’t find me ever again

Only cause you made that big dumb stupid mistake

Walking Away…

He keeps walking away with no smile on his face

Saying I’m not the one, keeps on breaking my heart

But I don’t know why I keep loving him

Why don’t I let go even with the pain I’m in

Cause no matter what; he’ll still make my heart beat faster than ever

Cause no matter what, when he walks by ‘m gonna stand and stare

And no matter what, when he’ll laugh I’ll still feel like I can smile forever

And no matter what, doesn’t matter what I do I’ll still see his face everywhere

And no he’s not by me he’s pretty far away

But I still keep him treasured in my heart everyday

Don’t really know what happened don’t know if he cares

All I know he’s still the one I love and always will

Cause no matter what, I’m gonna hug the moments like they were yesterday

Cause no matter what; I’ll miss the screaming and fighting all in the rain

And no matter what, I’ll still day-dream fairy tales about us together

And no matter what I’m never ever ever ever gonna stop writing poems about him O never!!!

And the day he walked away, with no smile on his face all the words I wanted to say, but he just left me broken in all disarray and just walked away….

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